I just realised how much I ship Julian/happiness. Because Paris was a chance for Julian to be happy. He was happy, but it all had to end. Sebastian may not be Logan (and trust me I will go down with that Gondola) but Julian and Sebastian cared for each other, even if they didn’t vocalise it. It’s evident through everything that happened in Paris and how it happened.
It just hurts that Sebastian went to DuGaulle but he was late. Julian had waited, Sebastian had come, they’d both made that decision but Seb was too late. They’d both missed that chance at more happiness but only just